Tree will be leaving for uk soon… seriously seems like all my close friends are leaving me. Sigh. Am I the only one going backwards and left in this ickle oven? Tree please take care there! And have fun!
School’s quite tough now. I sometimes question why I am still here, but this will be my path for the 4 years so I have to make it good. Or excellent. Do I have a choice?
French is tough tough tough. Or maybe because my teacher gives me such a terrible headache everytime I see her. She’s like one of the most impatient, strict and frightening teachers you can find around. It’s all the psychological trauma, though no physical violence. I feel this rising fear in class all the time. Geez. But I like the French language so I will stick with it. I only wish she was more understanding.
Also I’m getting more stressed by people who do not read my emails (important ones mind you), and dragging things beyond deadlines. Like seriously, even though I know it’s an inevitable thing, but I do wish people were more considerate. I have more things to rush and complete then just that one project or assignment or whatever it is. Maybe they don’t quite understand what it is like to have so many commitments, or having multiple leadership positions. What makes these commitments too tough to handle is not because of workload but because nobody wants to cooperate. Though I’m fine right now, with work and studies and all, I’m getting exceedingly impatient and short-tempered. Only my family is keeping me from shouting out at all those inconsiderate people. *Chill chill chill chill chill. Humans are always so self-centered. Chill…* I need a break! I’m having some French movie screening on Wednesday and I do hope it will relieve some of this rising tension within me.
And one more thing… I won’t be blogging often for now, as you might have realised. Life’s hectic, I’ve lost some interest in blogging (note this happens everytime I get stressed so you can see the pattern) and my blog address seems to have fallen into the hands of people I do not want to share my life details with. To those people, piss off. Thanks much.
So to all my family and close friends who make my life so much better, much much love and I will always update you all about what’s going on, just give me a call. So don’t mind my lack of blog posts. C:
